Being home for the summer is making me realize how much I've missed while being gone.
Friends are hanging out without me and making plans and talking about people and things I don't understand. I know it's not their fault, but it's annoying. I'm not used to being left out of things like this.
And it doesn't help that being left out is one of my biggest issues. FFFFFFF!!!!
I feel bad for being sort of a bitch, but I'm just used to being involved more. I just wasn't expecting my friends to go on as well without me, cuz it was hard for me to leave them. I thought it would be harder for them to deal with me being gone.
Wow, that sounds super bitchy. Alright, I'm done ranting. I just sound like a stupid child.
FFFF.
As someone who has moved a lot, I know what you mean. The first time I was actually able to keep up with people while being gone was when I left Gladstone and I felt so shit because I realised how easily they moved on, not forgot about me but just their lives kept going.
ReplyDeleteIt gets easier as you get older, I think, the more experiences you have of it. Because just think, were you including them in your college plans and every day life? probably not. you probably thought about them but you had another life then.
You don't sound like a stupid child, just someone going through an entirely new situation :) it'll get better
Mmm, thanks! I didn't think about all that. I'm glad that I'm not being completely childish.
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