Wow, it's been a long time.

Lets see. Well...life hasn't changed much since last time I blogged. I don't think. lol.

Well, a boy in the grade younger than me died recently. He went in for jaw surgery, because he was born with a cleft pallet. And the surgeon accidentally cut one of his main arteries. It was really hard on my whole town. But it was really cool to see everyone come together like that.

I guess what's been bugging me the most for awhile- and the reason I needed to blog today- is that since my dad told me about his stupid girlfriend, he's just been shit. He doesn't hang out with us anymore, and every spare second of his time he's with her. I mean...I've only been home a month, and I haven't hardly seen him.

So I asked Diane (the girlfriend) to come over for dinner. And even then, all he did was pay attention to her.



I know I sound like a spoiled child, but it's just shocking how fastwe can be replaced.
So I guess I'm just done trying.

Well, sorry for the short, random, sad, bitchy blog. You can just skip over this one if you'd like.

Selling my anime shtuff.

Hey all! I'm trying to save money for Europe next summer so I'm going to be selling most if not all of my anime/manga type things. If you're interested, let me know and we can work something out. :D

If you need pictures, let me know!

$4 each unless otherwise stated. If you buy a whole series, we can work out a deal. (:
And a * means that it's a whole complete set! :D
Manga:

*Gacha Gacha 1-5
Love Hina 1,5,6
Millenium Snow 1,2
*Princess Ai 1-3
S*A 1-13
Otomen 1-6
NG Life 1-3
Wallflower 1-21
Kimi Ni Todoke 1-2
*Confidential Confessions 1-6
Mixed Vegetables 1-6
Ceres 5,6

Random manga that is just kinda there. lol:
Yuyu Hakasho 1
Oh! My Brother 1
Gacha Gacha: The Next Revolution 2
Tuxedo Gin 1
Fruits Basket 1
Absolute Boyfriend 4

Manga for a bit more/less
Mars 13: this one's rare, so we should work something out if you'd like it. (:
*Marmalade Boy 1-8: this series is also rare, so we can work something out. (:
Ultimate Manga Lessons 2: I'd just sell this for like $1, I got it at a library sale, so it's got crayon marks in it, but all the pages are there and visible. (:

These would be about $5-$7 bucks depending on the manga, let me know which one you're interested in, and I'll let you know for sure. :D
Yaoi/Yuri
Love+Alpha
Weekend Lovers
Strawberry Panic Novels 1-2
The Art of Loving 1
Author's Pet
Dear Myself
Othello
Beyond My Touch
The Color of Love
Dash!
Kissing
Same Cell Organism
Fake Fur
From up Above

WallScrolls: $8
Fushigi Yugi Tasuki
Fruits Basket
Ouran High School Host Club

Random:
Haruhi Suzumiya Complete Collection (first season) $20ish
Two Harajuku purses, one bigger, one small one. $20 big, $15 small.
Edward Elric and Roy Mustang doujinshi $6
Ceres Art Books straight from Japan. :D $10
Doraimon talking stuffed animal I got in Japan $6
Rem stuffed animal $8
Kyou backpack (I had to add things to the straps, so the straps look kinda crappy, but it still works. :D ) $8
Chobits figures: $4 each
Haruhi Suzumiya figures: $4 each (Minus Mikuru and Haruhi)
Growlith Hat: $6

Shirts:
Two large Boys black Death Note shirts $10 each
White Death Note girls shirt. It says it's large, but I'd say it's a small. Maybe a medium. $10

Cosplay: These are all XL-XXL
Ouran High School Host Club uniform jacket + tie: $15
White Doctors Jacket (I used this for Hatori) $7
Day Uniform jacket from Vampire Knight: $15 (also comes with the little arm band thingy)
Kagura from Fruits Basket shirt/dress thing: $15
Light from Death Note tan jacket thing: $7
Miki hat: $2 (it's just handmade and crappy looking. lol.)

Not gonna lie.

I want to sit on the side of a busy street with a card board sign that reads "Need money to buy Harry Potter movie ticket." I already have my ticket, but I just wanna see how many people would give to the cause.

This is irritating

Being home for the summer is making me realize how much I've missed while being gone.

Friends are hanging out without me and making plans and talking about people and things I don't understand. I know it's not their fault, but it's annoying. I'm not used to being left out of things like this.

And it doesn't help that being left out is one of my biggest issues. FFFFFFF!!!!

I feel bad for being sort of a bitch, but I'm just used to being involved more. I just wasn't expecting my friends to go on as well without me, cuz it was hard for me to leave them. I thought it would be harder for them to deal with me being gone.

Wow, that sounds super bitchy. Alright, I'm done ranting. I just sound like a stupid child.

FFFF.

Quotes from 2nd Gunn

So starting about Winter Term, I started writing down funny quotes that people in my hall had said. And here is everything that I got documented.

Keep in mind there are lots of cussing things and inappropriate sayings. Haha. But that's half the fun.

"Black people don't cry"-Rebekah

"Sorry, I'm not a mouth-major!"-Chloe

"If you pee on that couch, I'll pee on this couch!"-Chloe

"I'm a GENIUS"-Rebekah

"You should call it MAPE. It was like you were mentally raped!"-Katria

   "It wasn't even rape because my mind wanted it!"-Rebekah

"Coooowwwwww"-Katria and Rebekah

"What's that little duck one's name?"-Cory

   "Ducky, dumbass."-Chloe

   "She's not a duck, she's a frooooggggg~"-Cory

"I can deal with the dead body, it's the smell of pot that freaks me out."-Katria

"I'm practicing my vagina licking skills-Oh hey, Kara!"-Cory

"It's not whack-a-mole, it's whack-a-dead-fuck."-Chuck

"I can teach you all about polygamy, I'm well practiced."-Chloe

"If you attack Katria I will tackle you ot the ground and cut off your drawstrings!"-Chloe

"I'm like Darthmal, motherfucker!!"-Cameron

"See, World War II I understand, but Mean Girls 2? You've got to be kidding me."-Katria

"Haven't you seen the sand on the beach? It's jello."-Scott

   "Uh..try little rocks."-Katria

"I do believe that she was wearing electric blue slouch boots. And if that's so, I'm going to cut them off and wear them as my own."-Chloe

"LOL. JK. Backspace."-Josue

"Humans don't like weird noises."-Chuck

"There will be a universal pissing of the pants!"-Katria

"I kinda want to pelt you with goldfish."-Chloe

"Can I have your booblump?"-Katria

"There's a baby in that girl."-Cameron

"Question, what would you guys do if you were sitting next to someone and they reached into their pants and pulled out food?"-Kellery

"We're about to get gang raped by cops!"-Chloe

   "Take Chuck first!"-Rachael

   "He's our sacrifice!"-Chloe

"Bitches. Ginger headed bitches."-Travis

"Thank god I had boobs to defend myself with."-Kellery

"Here's the sexual innuendo box. You just walked right into it."-Rebekah

"How's you rootbeer float?"-Chuck

   "Very floaty. How's your German homework?"-Katria

   "Very floaty."-Chuck

*in reference to Aaron Carter* "He would want candy, that little fuck."-Josue

"I was engulfed in the huge bosoms that is Bad Girls Club."-Chuck

*in reference to poop* "I was hoping it was a long curly one. Those are my favorites."-Cameron

"Respect the pouch."-Kara

"I'm getting damn integrigated!"-Chloe

   "..I think you mean interrogated."-Katria

*in reference to Lion King* "She's hot, I'd pull her fur. Or tug her mane."-Chuck

"If you get raped, don't come back to this hall!"-Javontae

"We're a trifecta of awesome!"-Chloe

"Word choice is very important when sexting."-Katria

"I think you have the wrong number."-Group 6

"If you keep going hard enough it will happen."-Kara

"Did you say you assed that test?"-Katria

"I haven't smelled a stinky vagina."-Chuck

"The vagina bone is connected to the..."-Chloe

   "Penis bone?"-Rebekah

"I think Toddlers and Tiara's pretty much sums up my childhood."-Chuck

"Is that hard? I wanna touch it."-Chuck

"Be careful, I might attack you with my sailboat."-Kara

"Is this the first time he loses his virginity?"-Cameron

   "Well, you normally only loose it once."-Katria

"It's my wedding day, it's the perfect day to have an itchy vagina."-Chloe

"I freaking hate you and your mother's boobies!"-Rebekah

"Naked wiener juice!"-Katria

"That one tasted particularly like piss."-Rebekah

"Lookin' like a fool with your fetus on the ground."-Katria

"LAWL"- Everyone

"She's a demonic lion!"-Chloe

"Sexually transmitted accents!"-Chloe and Rebekah

"Did you get your hairball out?"-Chloe

   "It was more like a throw-up ball."-Cameron

"Can I sit on your bed with you so we can contain the urine to one mattress? Because I might pee as well"-Chloe

"Would now be a good time to tell you I have testicles?"-Chloe

"I can piss straight, I can aim. I can control my pee."-Josue

"I wish I had Dumbledore's Beard."-Cameron

"I just love the feeling of other people's warm piss on their hands."-Cameron

"Trampled by turtles- that would actually be an adorable sigh to see!"-Scott

"Come on Hermione. Let's fuck. Want to see my sorcerers stones?"-Chuck

"Doesn't Harry Potter have a Z on his forehead?"-Rachael

"Guys, I think my fingers are growing."-Chloe

"We're about to get gang raped by cocks...I mean cops."-Rebekah

"I almost jumped off the bed and ate your face."-Katria

*in reference to a sock* "Dude smell this. it smells like frosting."-Garrett

"It tastes like fuck. This is fuck in a cup."-Katria

(in a British accent)*Katria impression* "Wingadrium leviosa! Fuck you Chuck!"-Chuck

"Sorry about your peni-oh, that's a woman."-Chloe

"I am SO not awake enough for you to be a ninja right now."-Kara

"Wait, don't you guys have 14 fingers?"-Katria

"My uterus' name is Curtis."-Chloe

   "..That's my dad's name."-Rachael

"My goal has been fulfilled! I got naked in front of Katria!"-Rachael

"I can do the splits you guys!"-Vanessa

"Sometimes I like to seductively bite my talon at Katria."-Chloe

"It's like instead of a cross-bow, it's a crotch-bow."-Katria

"Were you about to Sparta Kick my door?"-Katria

"My bladder gets stage fright!"-Chloe

"GRANOLA!!!!!"-Chuck

"I want 7 of those!"-Sara

"You're just jealous of my red hair."-Rachael

   "Be careful or I'll cut it off and tape it to my face."-Katria

"Excuse me as I vomit on your ferrets."-Kara

"Her car's so small compared to mine! I feel like I'm driving a jelly bean."-Chloe

"The chicken nugget to female ration in here is uncomfortably high!"-Chloe

"You wanna Lady and the Tramp with me?"-Kara

   "As long as you're the tramp."-Chuck

"So. Much. Drool. Just came out of my mouth. Wanna see? There's a dark spot!"-Chloe

"It's my bobby pin, the hair attached to it was blond!"-Chloe

   "...um, you're not blond."-Katria

   "...d'what?"-Chloe

"My first instinct was to rub them! My second was to eat them! I just rubbed them into your carpet. I'm soorrry!!"-CHloe

"Can I sit at your feet like a little cat?"-Chuck

"I'm going to throw a condom at the next person that walks by!"-Chuck

"It's not code red, it's code weiner!"-Scott

"I'm gonna call you bubbles from now on."-Josue

"This is gonna be the dumbest question ever, but Ireland's in Ireland right? No, wait I got Iceland and Ireland mixed up. Fuck you guys!"-Cameron

"Super cute! My phone's on vibrate!"-Sleeping Rachael

"The plural of clitoris is clitorati."-Chuck

   "That sounds like a greek God."-Zander

"I love turtles, they're my second favorite animal! Wanna know what my fourth favorite is? A porcupine."-Cameron

"Wanna be the Yogurt to my granola?"-Zander

"When I pee, I pee for awhile. It's a pretty long yellow stream of pee."-Chloe

"New goal:lick Katria."-Chloe

"Her name was Chastity, she made it clear she wasn't a belt."-Rebekah

"That's going on the quote beard. I mean board."-Katria

"Quit calling me crazy before I choke you."-Katie

"That looks like a metallic sperm."-Rebekah

"Aw! She missed you in the womb!"-Chloe

"Matilda!"-Chloe

"Does it have a little face?"-Zander

"A fedora? you're not even Jewish!"-Cameron

"Do you still have the...um...uh......"-Katria

   "End of your sentence? Because no."-Kara

"I haven't sat in your bed in awhile. Can I taste this?"-Chloe

"Penis! I haven't been in here by myself before!"-Chloe

   "Spoken from the penis?"-Katria

"Hey, later I need to use your computer to look up info about Crack."-Maddy

"You're just jealous of y Mohawk fish!"-Rachael

"Love is in the air? More like Alcohol."-Drew

"Germany. Italy. And Canada. They were all nazi's."-Megan

"You stole the sunshine!"-Megan

"People with big eyes don't get high!"-Cameron

"I can't see anything"-Scott

   "That's because...nevermind...too easy."-Katria

"Can I tell you a gross story? Because I'm going to anyway."-Chuck

"He just jumped out like a naked gremlin and then ran away!"-Katria

"I can't feel half my ass."-Maddy

"I'm very familiar with he naked female body. Because I've got one."-Kara

"If I made more of my days, I'd make more of my nights. I mean mornings."-Rachael

"Harry Potter's a religion. Glee is just a TV show."-Katria

"I don't want to bite into a meatball! I'd be pissed!"-Rachael

"Stop making that face! I can't swallow."-Zander

"If you pee on my head, our friendship is over!"-Cameron

"Did you see that boys face? He looked like a pterodactyl!'-Kara

"Who's Dumbledore?"-Cameron

"Yoda, are you high?"-Chuck

"Stealing a baby? It's just surprise adoption."-James

"Did you know that 75% f the time I don't know what you're saying?"-Cameron

"Chuck, we were just about to have sex on top of you."-Maddy

"No, I'm a dude pochahontis!!"-Chuck

"I'm going to give that santa a burial at sea via the toilet!"-Chloe

"Cameron your chest hair is making me stumble in my walk with the Lord."-Rebekah

"Katria, I'm going to stumble in my walk with the Lord all over your face."-Chloe

"Don't you feel so accomplished after you've just taken a huge dump?'-Cameron

"I meant to say Cory, but it came out David."-Katria

"Stop shakin' up my fish!"-Rachael

"That awkward moment when a giant crab claw goes through your office window."-Maddy

   "And then you're like 'man, I've got crabs.'"-Katria

"What are you giggling about?-Chloe

   "Calvin's antics."-Spencer

"You put this right on your bottom. I mean..for your eyes."-Mary Kay lady

"What's fat george lucas doing here?"-Chuck

"That's what you get for posting shit. You know I can't leave your shit alone."-Rebekah

"I'm having one of those days where my underwear is a lot higher than my pants."-Chloe

"Why are you sucking on my sunglasses?"-Scott

   "I'd suck on something else of yours, but I had to make due with what I had."-Spencer

"I'm gonna touch you with my poop stick!"-Spencer

"Your presence on this earth raises my blood pressure."-Chloe

"What's with everyone aiming their buttholes at people?"-Scott

"Okay, breath. Now touch my boob."-Chloe

"Eat my CO2, bitch!!"-Scott

"Is that a pen in your cleavage, or are you just happy to see me?"-Chloe

"What's the people to bed ratio going to be like?"-Chloe

   "Four."-Katria

   "...That's not a ratio..."-Chloe

What college has taught me!

For the past month or so I've been writing down what living in a co-ed college dorm has taught me about life.

There's so much that I want to say, but I can't quite come up with the words to say it. So here's what I can manage to scrounge up out of all of my feelings. <3

It's okay to be a virgin.

It's okay to not know everything about yourself.
It's perfectly fine to be the only one not drinking.

It's okay to be silly and roll down the hall corridor laughing like idiots.

It's more than okay to cry; in fact it's sometimes encouraged and helps more than anything.

9 months can really change a person.

Do NOT forget to keep in contact with your at home friends. They miss you just as much as you miss them.

The little quirks about you that you cried to hide through high school are what makes you you. 

Don't hide them! You'll realize how much you've been missing once you do!

You will push your limits and morals; but don't go past them.

Your life story is never as bad as someone else's. 

Always keep an open mind. You don't know who's listening.

You will never again take your own bathroom for granted. No matter how small it is!

You'll realize how much you love and miss your family when you don't see them every day.

No matter how big the fight was or how many harsh words were shared, by simply saying "I'm sorry" you can fix almost anything.

Again, this isn't very much wisdom that I can share, but it's what I learned. The people I've met in college have all made an impact on my life. Good or bad. No matter how excited you are to be rid of all of them at the end of the year, you'll miss the sounds and smells. You'll miss hearing people screaming and laughing as they run down the hall (although when they do it while you're studying, I can understand if you say you wont miss them. xD). You'll miss your roommate no matter how many issues you had between the two of you.

And most of all, the friends and memories you made in those 9 months will last forever. Keep in contact with them, you never know where they or you will end up.

I love you 2nd Gunn!

Cosplay

Cosplay for those of you who don't know what it is, is when fans of (most commonly) anime/manga/video game characters, dress up as those characters and get together with other cosplayers and just geek out.

I've been cosplaying since 2007.

I'm not very good at all, but it's just something I liked to do, and also enjoyed keeping from my small town friends, because it's looked down upon sometimes. But I did it with one of my best friends who went to a neighboring school of mine.

But me and that friend are no longer friends unfortunately. Stupid stuff that just wasn't needed, so she broke off our friendship, whatever.

But since me and her no longer have this huge thing in common, and I'm in college and growing up, and have interests in things bigger than just myself. So I think I'm done cosplaying. D:

I need to save up money for traveling and helping little Kenyan babies and college!!! D:

So I think I'm going to start sorting through all my cosplay and manga and anime merch when I get home next week and sell them on the interwebs. :/

Sad. But life goes on. So if any of my faithful followers have any interests in buying my shit, lemme know! :D

peace, love, and follow the spiders. <3